ROMANCE - a romantic spirit, sentiment, emotion, or desire.

after procrastinating for so long, i finally bothered to move my arse and packed my room yesterday. and i came across many things that reminded me of the past. cards, letters, soft-toys, gifts and many more. each and every item was a significance of the giver's efforts. i was touched and overwhelmed again, and reading each note, card and letter gave me those weird butterflies in the stomach again.

i then realised i was a terrible girlfriend then, not that i am a terrific girlfriend now, of course. lols. i mean, i did not do anything as sweet as those he did. the kind of effort he put in in making all those gifts, it was mere impressive.

guess, i should indeed count my blessings to have met someone who is willing to do such stuff for me, though things did not go well at the end of the day. oh wells. maybe things just aint meant to be. at least, i would have something to reminisce when im too old to walk. it would just be a beautiful memory. =]

I've made the most important discovery of my life. It's only in the mysterious equation of love that any logical reasons can be found. I'm only here tonight because of you. You are the only reason I am... you are all my reasons.
- A Beautiful Mind